Batam staycation!

everyday telling myself to jot down my eventful affair in my blog.
everyday telling myself no time no time, in fact just realize that it’s not the time i need..it’s the energy that i need!
spent a great sunday last week idling at home, watching dvds and nothing else. i could have completed much things but the staring at my macbook make me want to sleep, and only manage to write a long to-do-list to complete on monday! roar! I am so sluggish and lethargic.

whoop! back from company retreat few weeks back and immediately off to beijing with babe. it has been a wearisome november!

company retreat to batam was enormously fun! with every single kinfolk around, we will be in overly high spirits. team bonding games, swimming session, company dinner and late night clashing in one of our rooms. blind cat made us stay awake for the night!

photos time:

my team : C for Champaign

i like the chilli..

november babies

yay to us! recreation club.

i love my kinfolks!

FML!

you know i love diving.
everytime i dive, i’m in my own world.
i don’t care who is onboard with me, as long as my girls is around.
it’s just the moment of joy and fun that divers had onboard.

just for that one day, and you don't even want to make an effort to do something about it.

my girls meant a lot to me, not what you saying just for that one day!

it freaking hurtful when you say i go diving is to know more guys onboard or rather thinking that way. i never once stopping you from joining me, and would very much “hoping” that you can join me. its all about diving. from the first day you know me!. i’m extremely disappointed with you, needa say moreover we have been together for 2 years?

happy two!

it just happened with a blink of eyes!

of what I been through with my past relationship, how i hurt someone before and how someone hurt me badly. of what happened to my family business, of how bad my pops and uncles relationship are, of what a downtime phase we at in my family, of how i found my first outside world job and at the same time hearing break up from previous him..leaving me at my utmost down time!

met someone 2 years back, with him around every single day, picking me up when i’m attending classes at night, drinking alcohol almost every night at different pubs and disco. with him around when attending friend’s birthday celebration and with that previous him coming to me with his new girlfriend, criticize me still when his new girlfriend spamming my blog and so on!.. he gave me ample personal time and space and showering his unconditional love on me.

it’s a long long time before i moved that previous him out of my heart and accept a new someone! feel so mushy for the first time to him cos i’m so in love with him, the new someone is none other than shamus swee!

this entry came 4 days earlier, but still..happy 2 years anniversary to us in advance ! just did a teasing and fun shoot 2 weeks ago. thanks babe for being so sporty, and leave a memorable pieces for us. will be leaving for beijing tomorrow with babe, starting to pace a step closer with our 7 wonders in our life. great wall of china!

here are some of my favorites piccas from oh dear! photography:

below picture look like some female lead in some ghost show, haha.
阴阳相隔 ?..


hi my sweetheart! series..

babe was really good at imitating dalung, super like him in dalung outfit! ^^ will upload more in facebook soon.

Shamceline™

where's home?.

after a long preparation for my company retreat yesterday was finally done with!.

back to home sweet home, and the next things to do are to clear my room rubbish, like after a long day. i really hate myself for being so unorganized. someone said something to me and i feel so insignificance in the family. dun feel good while packing all my clothes into boxes, it just feel like i’m packing all my stuff and leaving my house for good!.

just want a bed to sleep in when i’m home, and not with no bed sheet in the empty shell! noone knows how badly i want to stay at home everyday!. noone knows.

i am 24th

24 years journey of my life.
it’s really a time that i could never be like a small girl in everyone’s eyes.
this blog have been with me for many years with many bits of my life, how i share every flash, every pieces moment in my life.

reading back the past entries, made me feel that life is real too short to be unfulfilled. i always grumble that time is not enough for me, time is too short and time is pacing behind me tightly. and come to realize that we need to make full use of the time given, we do not have many years to waste in vain.

i really wish to have the chance to re-appreciate every single episode in my life and relish what i have now!.

ahem, i’m aging!..

this year birthday celebration is the awesome-st ever!
first I have pajamas’ party at MBS, a thunderous birthday cake cutting session at work with great colleagues, a pot of flowers and balloons came in surprisingly to my desk while working from babe, great dinner with old friends and great ktv-ing with friends! i feel like every year 21st!. mad happy.

thanks everyone for all well wishes. I love all loads.

ta-dah, photo time:

what is next?. our photo shooting last week!