Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Wooorry no?

My left eye has been twitching continuously for the past 3 days. What’s going to happen?

Immediately get my human attention! On the side note….

Aiya..you too stress la!
Aiya..you not enough sleep la.
Aiya..twitched for days liaos also nothing happen.
Aiya..left eye twitch is good thing.
Aiya..don’t worry la.

:((((( It’s 100 sad emoticon loh.
Ooh gosh.. My heart ish like roller coaster - up and down!

Oh wellies, this week schedule ish so tight. All the way until next Tuesday then able to meet my 2 biatch. Miss them though. All rights! Lunch time over, back to work.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Once in awhile.

How come weekdays never seem to pass as fast as weekend? Back to a Monday tomorrow, hate monday. Time check! Now ish 11.39pm. I'm pretty shagged now but I'll still squeeze in an entry before calling it a day.

Every once in awhile, I will tumble.

When that happens, I'll tell myself to walk on bravely as the sun continues to shine the next day. The world continues to revolve and people still gets on their daily duties. I'll tell myself that it shouldn't be that hard for me to be on par with the rest.

Every once in awhile, I will feel that things aren't so bad afterall.

Counting my blessings do help a lot. I have my share of nice friends, giving parents, plenty of bags/shoes/clothes and a nice room for me to find solace in. I just have to muster the courage and make that first step out of the dark side to see an entire world of colours.

But every once in awhile, I will still return back to the arms of solitude.

Whooo..there goes my weekend now. :(

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

It's the maximum. ALWAYS the same thing.

My tears burst out by itself - you think i want to tears in front of you to gain sympathy?

GET LOST!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Let's have a different perspective!

Something ish wrong up here *points my head.

'm beginning to see things negatively and by 'things', I mean everything. My life ish a bore, days are repetitive, goals are unnecessary. Nothing spurs me at this point in time. Zilch.

But I'm not going to lose myself to this. This will just be a passing shower. I will give myself some days to mull over it and take off again.

A different perspective, s'il vous plait?

I came across this during break time at work.

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
~Carrie Bradshaw, Sex & The City

It's time I start working on my relationship with myself.
Love myself and him. More.